So I have decided to start weight watchers to help me on this weight loss journey. I started on Friday 6/22/2012 and will weigh in each Friday morning. I haven't yet, but plan to do my Turbo Fire Kickboxing workout as well. If only I can stop with the excuses, get motivated and find a time each day to get it done. I don't understand how I can want to lose weight so bad but yet always seem to be able to talk myself out of working out or eating something that I know I shouldn't?
The strong desire to have another baby has gotten that much stronger in the past month or two. Logan has been asking why he doesn't have a baby but all of his friends do and talking about names and what he would do as a big brother, prays for a baby brother or sister and I think his want for one just makes mine that much more.
I knew that I wanted to wait to have another so that they wouldn't be too close together & I could focus all of my attention and love on the beautiful miracle that we waited so long for but as Logan gets older I am starting to think of how much I don't want them to be too far apart. I know that it will happen in God's time & I continue to pray & believe that He will bless us with another miracle. In the meantime I HAVE to work on myself, lose weight, get healthy and be ready for when He does decide to do so. Maybe He is waiting for me to do my part???