Wow! So much has happened since I last wrote and it's only been a couple weeks. I am continuing to work on weight loss while also working on getting some answers with my fertility. We have decided to go to an encronologist and have began the IUI process in hopes of getting pregnant with a baby brother or baby sister for our little man. The tests, ultrasounds, and blood work have already gotten my emotions pouring which is what has me here writing in my blog. But it also brings me back to over 4 years ago when it had been a year and a half of trying and our desire to have a baby was so strong but not happening. We then also went in to talk about IUI but by the grace of God were blessed and found out we were pregnant 2 weeks before starting the IUI process. I remember crying and wanting to be a mommy so bad that I begged, pleaded, prayed and asked God over and over to please just let me get pregnant with a healthy baby & I would do ANYTHING. I would hear of others crying and whining that they wanted their 2nd or 3rd kid but couldn't get pregnant and I would think, "Be thankful that you at least have one, GEESH!" But now here I am, after 2 & 1/2 years trying for baby number 2 and I'm eating my own words. When your heart desires a child whether it's your first or your 10th it doesn't hurt any less when your heart longs so much for that little one and you are unable to get pregnant. I definitely am so very VERY thankful for my little Logey bear. SOOOOOO thankful! In fact all of this has me hugging him even tighter these days. He is such an amazing little boy who is so very smart, funny, loving, caring, silly, kind, curious, spiritual, creative, and so much more! I am the luckiest woman in the world to have been blessed as HIS mommy! I love spending my days with him playing, singing, dancing, teaching, exploring and discovering with him by my side. He is my son, my life, my world, and my heart! HE is the reason why I want another little miracle so much! To have another beautiful and amazing child as he is in our lives would be nothing less than AMAZING! He asks at least once a week when God will put a baby in my tummy and I have no doubt that he would be the best big brother anyone could ask for. Continuing to pray and hoping that our prayer for a little bundle to healthily grow in my belly and join our family 9 months later will indeed be answered by the great Lord above very soon!

Hope ♥ Faith ♥ Love ♥

Realizing that I am fighting both physically and emotionally. Shredding the pounds of emotions are also necessary to fight my battle with PCOS! Definitely Fighting PCOS 1 Pound at a Time! :)